Friday, October 22, 2010


Dear buku,

1st thing first kene Assalamualaikum dulu coz dah lama yg amat xde entry yg proper,kn??

Sedar x sedar dah nak masuk 4 bulan saya dah smbung master.......still in denial actually....dlm klas pun rs cam zaman2 degree dulu je....HOOHAA xingat dunia!!!!
And next week, precisely on Thursday the final exam will be around.....***sigh***.....macam mana ni Yaya oi.....masih xsedar lg ke??????
But yg paling tensi skrg is the needs to finish the term papers urgently.....alamak!!! terus blank!!!
Ya Allah.....tolong la hambamu ni....

tolong doakan saya ye kamu semua.....

Friday, October 1, 2010


Dear buku,

Bila aku diam, tolong sapa aku
Bila aku cuai, tolong ingatkan aku
Bila aku lewat, tolong tunggu aku
Bila aku letih, tolong dorong aku
Bila aku salah, tolong maafkan aku

Aku tak cantik

Jauh sekali sempurna

Tapi, TERIMA KASIH sebab buat aku jadi kawan

Terima kasih

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Man of the House

Man of the House

Should be a captain of the ship; they say

A savior for the souls

A light in the darkest tunnel

The lifter of the burden

But eyes witness everything

The damages caused by Man of the House

Word by word shattered

The broken souls hurt

And the worst of them all,

Pieces of the fallen trust

Will just a superglue do the trick?

Wednesday, March 31, 2010


Its been a while since I was tagged.....and here it is a new tag on the blog....

1) Thank and link the person that gave you the award.
Its been given by a very lovely girl, yan ......thanks, yan.....

2)Pass this onto 20 bloggers that you've recently discovered and think are fantastic. you all could see on my blog list, they are fewer than xpe la....






you guys are most welcomed to do the tag.....SILA,SILA

3) Now contact/comment the above said bloggers and scream


okay,yg ni aku malas nk wat,bley? hahahahaha...yes,currently I am a lazyhead! sue me...

Thursday, March 11, 2010


Dear buku,

Today, Ummi and I went to a funeral somewhere in Jerteh. As usual, like any funeral, people are going in and out of the house to pay the last respect to the the dead and to recite surah Yassin for him in order to ease the journey of the soul to afterlife.
As we entered the house, familiar faces greeted us while exchanging hand shakes and smiles, so did the unfamiliar ones..{this is what amazed me of how friendly Muslims are, Alhamdulillah}....then,we headed to the room where the body lied...together in the room were his sons and a few of relatives reciting Yassin for him. We joined them in the room and suddenly one of his sons bursting himself in tears outside the room. Maybe the sadness is unbearable that he needs to let it all out. Ummi who happened to stand there with some of the relatives patted him on the shoulders and calmed him down.....
We then went to see the wife which was in another room sitting at the corner of the bed surrounded by friends,relatives and the only daughter. The ambiance was so gloomy with tears on every face. From the wife's face, it was clear that she still could not learn the sudden death of her beloved husband when everything was as normal as possible the day before. Hugging the daughter, she kept saying there was nothing wrong with the husband that could cause the death. To add, was the youngest child of the family who entered the room happily with smile on his innocent face. Obliviously, he still could not understand what was happening *sigh*....its so overwhelming that we even shed our tears and shared the sadness. Deep in our hearts, we could only pray they will be strong to face the days ahead....
On our way back to our home, a thought keeps lingering at the back of my mind......If I were in their shoes, how will I cope with such situation...could I handle it? or perhaps, totally collapse. I am not that strong nor good at hiding emotions.

Anyways, may he rest in peace and may his family be strong to go through this situation and the future to come.


Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Kakak sayang Adik-adiknya

Dear buku,

*** This entry is specially meant for a very dear sister of mine ***

After done with the blog editing(eventhough I don't update it very often!hahaha)....

checking out a friend's blog from the junior school;Cik Munie....bgs die,rajin update blog,lnsg xsama ngan saya yg malas teramat nih!
Scrolling down to her blog list,I found a familiar name...wanted to stop the curiosity of this cat(hehe), blogwalking to his blog and YES! he is. Reading through the entries and his eventful life...peeping at his blog list,Hey! a blog that I've been trying to find for quite some dear sister's blog!!! yes YEN, I found u...finally...I've been wanting to ask you,heck...mcm malu plak! aduss,mula gedix...
Anyway,I followed you!!!! Haaa...anda bangga la tuh....xaper,u deserve it....apa,aku merapu nih! Okay, I was bored and not getting any idea to kill the time. but,Yen darling...I'm happy to found it,I really am...and you are a good blogger though to keep posting new entries that frequent...Kakak bangga sama kamu Adik!!!**patting the shoulders***
And yes,I'm missing you too..this boredom's almost killing me....dah puas main lappy sampai malas nak hadap take care of urself,dear....get enough rest okay!
Nanti Saya ada rezeki lebih, saya kongsi2 dengan anda ye! {sukala tu!}
By the way, here she is....

sempat lagi ko ye!

I heart you, dear
I heart our family

p/s: do you really want a parcel of 'Daim' chocs???
If do, please text in 'YES' to 7298
If no,please remain silent.... =P

Bye darlings...

Wednesday, February 24, 2010


Dear buku,

Aku rasa kelakar,

Orang bagi duit,

Aku tanya,


HAH!!!! apelah aku ni.....

Ambil duit balik baru tau!!!

p/s: by the way, I'll be restarting a journey tomorrow....Allah please help me!

Wednesday, February 10, 2010


Dear buku,


I'm in need of your generous help to teach me on how to put captions and images

together. I kept trying to the point of getting annoyed hence, stop anymore attempt. I

am truly sorry for bugging you guys with such question.Kalau anda nk gelak pom,gelak lah

TAPI,sambil tolong ajar saya...lepas tuh,mari kita sama2 gelak bila saya dah pandai!

postscript: saya ni memang sangat dangkal bende2 I.T.....

Monday, February 1, 2010


Dear buku,
Referring to the the title above; can I be one???...hahahaha...okay,sy tau mcm da expired untk buat azam2 trust me....this is what I really need....becoming a new ME....oh!ye,,,kenapa sy tiba2 sy mcm ni...let me explain...

1} I am just recovered from a serious ear infection-the pain was just like unbearable..[payah nk makan,cakap,tido & etc]

2} Tetibe sy rs at the age of 24, I've achieved nothing much...not that I intended to conquer any mount's peak okay!,at least I should have marked memorable events in my life and ready to add more to the collection....yet,I am still searching what I want to do with my humble life when all the thinking should've been done way back then...right before I knocked on job's life door.

3} Saya jealous! yeah,you heard it right!! I am sooo jealous with those who very determined in their includes my friends...mind you, sy punyer jealous dooes'nt involve any crime tau...xmo,xmo...cuma sy rasa mereka sgt hebat coz they are doing very well...TAHNIAH kawan2!!!...if only I am that determined.

4} Year 2010 will be filled with lots of wedding.....and seriously,they are freaking me out!!!! will I would be the ONLY ONE being single here??????? sapa nk jwab ni???

Well, there you go....quite solid reasons for me to sit down and making life plan...{well-strategized, organized, thoroughly plan}

Okay,ini adalah rumbling setelah xupdate sgt ni memang BORING kn????

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

****sigh*** pt2

Dear buku,

I wish I could write more but this numbness infection has won over me....hence,I should stop now....

p/s:dear yin,things hasn't been easy for me lately....

Saturday, January 2, 2010


Dear buku,

If only the time could be reversed,
I would change every bit and piece of my life!
with that, someone who I care so much would not feel sorry for having me around....
If only I could!!!!

*Please Allah,grant me the full force to face another day...AMIN*